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Saturday, 27 December 2008
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i hate the holidays..
I am so proud of myself, i ran on the tredmill for 1hr and 20 min yesterday STRAIGHT:)
i ate 1/2 cup. cerial and didnt eat untill supper, but thats when i went food crazy! :(
ive eaten way to much this holiday.:(
but im starting to get back on track
today i consumed; 1 slice of pizza and then didnt eat untill supper, which was 1 small porkchop and a few potato wedges with broccoli.
and i also played a hockey game in the morning, which was 1hr of cardio. :)
im trying to cut even more food out, but its really.
but for right i think i am happy, i will slowly try and eat less and less.
wish me luck*
xo.
Friday, 19 December 2008
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143 :):):)
I am so happy!
i weighed myself, and i am 143!
2 pounds gone!:)
now if i can keep this up, i will be 130 in no time:)AND oh man, this boy that ive been in love with forever
i gave him his christmas present yesterday.. and he was so sweet!
he said that i really didnt have to, and it was really sweet of me.. and he loved it:)
and then he gave me a HUGE hug!
it was adorable.
my heart melted.
i just wish he didnt have a gf, everyone says we would be perfect together!
im soo happy its the christmas holidays now.
University English, is almost to an end!:)
im really not excited for that exam though:(
its going to be bruital, 2 essays in 3 hours!
and considering the teacher i have it with, i have never passed one of her exams yet.
but i am now considering dropping chemistry next semester, because ive realized Biology, Math, and Chemistry all in one semister is way to much stress!
i wish the holidays had at least 1 extra week in it,
i jsut dont have time to do everything..
but im so excitied for tonight, im hanging out with a boy who ive been kinda crushing on lately.. :) soo im anxious to see whats going to happen.. maybe become a women? :O:)
Tuesday, 16 December 2008
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Bloated.. :(
grrr..
im so mad at myself.
i was invited to a birthday dinner, soo i decided to make an apperance..
thinking i can just eat a little.. and it will be all good.
but NO i eat 2 slices of pizza, some nachos, and a piece of cake!
what is wrong with me?
i was doing so well today.. :(
and i gave in.. im so dumb!
whatever.. i guess i will have to start over.
tomorrow i eat N O T H I N G !!
its going to be hard..but i can do it..
all i really have to do is look in the mirror and food will just completly look discusting to me.
wish me luck*
xo
Monday, 15 December 2008
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Boyss.
Gahh!!
I officially hate boys.
they are just sooo fucking dumb.
no matter what i do, im never good enough or there is always another girl who is better.
:( i just dont understand.. i dont know how to make him see that i can be just as good or even better.
i feel like im destined to be alone.
i dont want that to happen.
i just want him.
i need him.
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- Name: Sara
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- Member Since: 12/12/2008
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